Depression, self harm, eating disorder. My daily life. I want to get out of this, but I can't. Tumblr is my favorite place, because here are people just like me.
If you ever need someone, my ask is open, and I don't judge anyone.
Days without cutting: 0
Most days without cutting: 5
*Warning, triggering posts*
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Mom: what do you want for lunch?
Me: paramore's 4th album thank you very much
i hate when people don’t realize that followers aren’t just a number. those are all real people with lives and stories and if you have 100 or 10,000 followers, i think it’s really special that you can be connected to that many people at one time through the internet idk this makes no sense but don’t take your followers for granted okay if you’re reading this and you follow me then i love you i want to bake you cookies and give you a foot massage you deserve it
(Source: malikmeltdown)
I´m so sick of it.
I´m sick of looking in the mirror and hating what I see.
I´m sick of lying.
I´m sick of hurting myself.
I´m sick of starving.
I´m sick of bingeing.
I´m sick of purging.
I´m sick of never being good enough.
I´m sick of pretending.
I´m sick of my thoughts.
I´m so sick of myself and what I´ve become.
I´m sick of everything.
I´m done.
Nothing works.
imagine if it went the opposite way around
Me: Hi! Can you sign my pap-
Band Member: MARRY ME
Me: What?
Band Member: What?
Me:
Band Member:
Me:
Band Member: I mean yeah, sure I'll sign your paper.
(Source: undeadlife)
Parent: These years are the best of your life!
Me: wait what it gets worse
normal person: so what do you like to do
me: listen to music
normal person: oh, thats neat, i like music too
me: no you dont understand
